Black Snow tells the tale of a disturbed young man who, after spying on his mother with a black serviceman, finds himself unable to attain sexual arousal unless fondling a loaded gun. Later that night, he murders the GI before running amok through the building and finally slaying his mother’s sister…
Unfortunately, i have fetish in aunt/nephew incest there’s years. I already spent hundreds of hours fantasizing and consuming pornography about it.
After so many years trying to break free from this sinful slavery, i realized that it is impossible to overcome my addiction without fulfill the space it has in my life. To overcome this spiritual sickness, i need to busy myself somehow.
In fact, i am a neet despite having already an assured employment. I’m still not started yet, and surely it’s taking months until I got started.
And knowing that some day i will have to keep myself on my own, i need to spend my time in the most productive way, but, of course, it’s impossible to be productive 100% percent of daily time. With this in mind, i decided to use this addiction on my behalf, but, a question appeared: How?
For me, the most logical answer is to consume non pornographic media related to this fetish whenever i feel interested in this kind of thing. To do so, i acessed the list of movies marked with the “aunt-nephew-sex” keyword from imdb, and thus, i discovered this movie.
Honestly, i had zero expectation about it. Which is good, because, as lame as a experience can be, it’s always worse when you have good expectations about it.
Nonetheless, this was not a good experience. This movie is bad in everything but the acting. It’s basically this: most boring thing ever, naked japanese women, most boring thing ever, naked japanese women; over EIGHTY NINE MINUTES. Clearly i’m not an expert on movie rating, but really, I’m sure that almost everyone who watched it would agree with me in that point. Actually, knowing I’m extremely non fatidious about acting, it’s possible that even this aspect of the movie is lame and didn’t realize so.
A thing that i pay attention to is that this work can be described as a boring speed run of bad choices. The protagonist is unable to do a good choice, or at least unable to not spoil every single good opportunity that appears in his life. First, I deemed it as ridiculous thing, but throughout the meal and the bath I took after watch it, I reflected peacefully about the work and realized a interesting stuff: he is not the only fatherless lad who live just to make awful decisions.
Throughout my life, i had thousands of opportunities of doing good things. I have access to internet since childhood, therefore, absence of information surely isn’t a good excuse. And just like Sakyiama, i opted for the worsts options hundreds, thousands of times. Fortunately, none of them took me in the can, but some of them contributed to rotten my soul and mind.
And here i am, after all this fool acts, living a life with all their aftermath. At least, nonetheless all my mistakes, there’s one i don’t commit there’s years: to do not learn with my mistakes.
To avoid this error is the main key to overcome all flaws and improve. Ladies and gentlemen, i still have hope.